day1.

Before today I never thought about blogging. I thought no one would want to read about a average girl, from a small hick town and her everyday life but now Ive realized this is just what I need to express myself without being judged and no one has to read it.

If you walk through our hallways you’ll see just like any other school it consists of drama causing whores, back stabbing ex best friends, happy go lucky brainiacs, awkward gawkers, and annoying school loving nerds. I fit in with none of these groups let alone a group at all. Even though everyone sees me with the same people at lunch everyday or walking down the halls you cant assume these people are my true friends. Where I am right now I do not have one single true friend just a bunch of girls that I know and hang out with. Most of them I cant trust or believe in and theyve all lied and hurt me more then once. In a town of 1005 people there isn’t much selection. If you were to ask one of my so called “best friends” if she was a real friends she would tell you that she is and always will be. But I lost all of my true friendships my first month of Freshman year. I learned that in high school around here its not about being who you are and loving yourself. Its about changing almost everything about yourself to become who everyone else expects from you. I learned “friends” lie to you, ditch you, forget about you, ignore you, stab you in the back, and completely tear you down with words that aren’t true just to be accepted by the upper-class men. You have to fend for yourself with no one by your side. Its not necessarily fair that high school does this to you but most people don’t have a choice. Unless your willing to become someone your truly not for the next 4 years of your life. Even though friends deny doing anything to you there’s always a way to find out what they really think or do. Ive caught people in the act or have had them accidentally tell me. It happens. I’m over the fact that trure friends aren’t real.

day1.Bathrooms are not a place to gossip it just leads to cranky girls, cat fights, and an awkward and quiet lunch hour….